altschmerz
n. weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had—the same boring flaws and anxieties you’ve been gnawing on for years, which leaves them soggy and tasteless and inert, with nothing interesting left to think about, nothing left to do but spit them out and wander off to the backyard, ready to dig up some fresher pain you might have buried long ago.
adapt
A post about people who break down barriers, and people who don’t realize the barriers are even there.
paranoia
a post about human behavior and everyone being out to get me (but not really.) cw: anxiety, gambling, theoretical bears
hypochondria
A post about being sickly, about bad doctors, and about EDS and Alpha-1. cw: doctors dismissing children in pain
vapor
A post about being difficult to remember, easy to forget, and having a limited sense of self.
blog
A post about why I stopped journaling and why I’m starting again. cw: violated privacy
bleeding
A recounting of my hemorrhaged ectopic pregnancy. cw: miscarriage, abortion, hospital neglect
trauma
A post about trauma and my very weird week. cw: sexual assault, miscarriages, dead bodies, cops being bastards
Jouska 